I find it completely hilarious. How there are the times I’m so down for you and then the past just creeps slowly in my head and BAM I HATE YOU LOOL not literally hate but you just seem to be the last person on earth I want to see lol. But I just THANK JESUS that everything happened when it did. Imagine me finding out what I did then, now. I wouldn’t know how to handle it. That would be an ultimate test let me tell you bout that hahaha. Anyways. Today is February 20th. One year since. Wow time changes damn.
I don’t think you’ll ever know how much you mean to me. omg I can’t go a full day without thinking about you, I can meet other guys but its not the same thing. They don’t understand my jokes, they don’t know how to deal with me when I’m sad, mad, hungry, happy… They just don’t understand me like…
You don’t deserve to be ignored by the person you are putting so much effort in for, you don’t deserve to be made sad by the person who you’re trying to make the happiest. Find someone willing to meet you halfway, not someone who always expects the extra mile from you.
“Early on, I made the mistake of wanting spiritual feelings to endure and remain romantic. Like a new couple expecting to always feel in love, I operated my faith thinking God and I were going to walk around smelling flowers.”—Donald Miller, Blue like Jazz (via elige)
“We must look at ourselves over and over again in order to learn to love, to discover what has kept our hearts closed, and what it means to allow our hearts to open.”—Jack Kornfield (via yogachocolatelove)
“The meaning of life is just to be alive. It is so plain and so obvious and so simple. And yet, everybody rushes around in a great panic as if it were necessary to achieve something beyond themselves.”—Alan Watts (via yogachocolatelove)
“When you hold resentment toward another, you are bound to that person or condition by an emotional link that is stronger than steel. Forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free.”—Katherine Ponder (via unconditionedconsciousness)